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The top five things i would take photograph of is:
1. Corals
2. Polar bears swimming under the sea
3. Life under the ocean
4. The sunken titanic ship
5. Hoping i can find the bikini bottom xD

AWESOME xD

im fucking pissed off. Do i not have a right to keep my things to myself ?
are you so curious about my things that you have to go ask my boyf ?
So am i now deprived a no privacy life ?
Am i even allowed to feel pissed off now ? YOU TELL ME ?
Fucking problems are everywhere, i cant focus on my studies. Im so bloody stressed till i considered of suicide.
I look everywhere and i see carefree students, TELL ME WHY should i not be angry at the world. I RATHER BE INVISIBLE.

Im like a backup to you huh, no friends, find me.
OH LOOK AT ME, IM A MANNEQUIN !
I LOOK HUMAN BUT I HAVE NO FEELINGS.
well shit you i'll say.
i have feelings, infact when i smile doesnt mean im happy.
actually, im either a mannequin, or otherwise, im invisible.

im honestly very pissed off.
i cant stand that you're both so self centered.
So much that you didnt see how much the people around you are suffering.
Aftr quitting, i saw things much clearly.
I understand why things happened in the past and now.
My tears arent worth for you.

I have so many question on my mind.
i wonder so much.
if i killed myself over you, would you feel guilty ?
Do you need me ?
Did you even miss me ?
words meant nothing if actions cant show it.
Actually you have her, why do you need me ?
Here i am feeling so fucked up,
there you are feeling nothing about me.
i dont think you need me at all,
no. Not at all, maybe anymore.
just an excuse on your part.

HELLO WORLD :D

im in a home, with me & audrey ! (:
im staying over at marie house to accompany her, while her parents go overseas for vacation (:
i <3333 my current blogskin cause got penguin ! (:
ahahahahaha (:

anw, i cant wait i cant wait, tonight's gonna be a goodgood night !
butbutbut ): tmr no deardear ):
sunday also no deardear ):
friday night also no deardear ):

hellos (:
im back (:

hahahas im not feeling in the best of moods,
anw, i was surfing around youtube to kinda cheer myself up.
so i just happen to chance upon this video,
this person, she isnt an singer, just a normal person like you and me.
Even though she isnt really beautiful, but i think her voice makes it up (:
if she came out with a CD i would so definitely buy it.

anw, she's singing almost lover in this vid.
one of the songs i usually listen to when im sad.
well sad person, sad song haha.






hahas enjoy ! (:

anw, an off topic thing,
HAPPY HALLOWEEN (:
i wanna go night safari and celebrate however ):
my mom says its too late ):
tmd..

Hello people (:
im in a better mood to blog,
i have no idea what is it with me and posting pictures, i just find it
T R O U B L E S O M E !

anw, before i continue im like gonna tell you my marks ?
im not sure about the overall and im not bothered to find out -.-

Maths:                                          51/100Humanities:                               47/100
Chinese:                                     65/100
Computer Studies:                   67/100
Principles Of Account:              64/100

hey look ! i pass maths !
im happy for that (:
but in exchange i failed humans -.-
omg ._.
actually i passed geog, i failed social studies.....
i'll look forward to pass every subject next year :D

anyway, let me show you smth, by the power of photoshop, i made my deardear younger

BEFORE



AFTER



See, theres like a superduper big difference (:
my deardear looks so kid-like !
i look retarded anw.

I went out with deardear yesterday,
had pizza, lotsa people D:
then we our fun time (:
hahaha !
okays, i dont think i'll post much,
so yeah byees (:
im obessed with ace attorney !
 

i feel sad..
knowing that what i wanted, wouldnt happen...
but i dont think anyone would really care






yeah not even you.

I told myself i'll blog i'll blog, in the end, this is my result.
FAIL -.-

I'llll blog anotherrr daaaay ~~~
i want go entertain deardear xD

Hello people !
hello jiayeee :D

Today im happy !
i spent my day wisely !
ohhhyeahh ~

There's a lot to type, and im super lazy, cause i wanna go play with mushroom D:
anw i'll start from the morning.
This morning i woke up at 9am T.T
i overslept !
im suppose to meet deardear at 10am, however a bus to tampines takes 1hr, and thus i've officially overslept.
somemore this morning, when i woke up i saw the time it was 7.30.
._.
anw, smsed deardear and rushrushrush !
left house at around... 9.20.
just nice run to bus stop the time saw 969 coming, so i ran for the bus (:

On the bus, got some weird man doing some weird stuff, shant describe more cause i wont want the thought scaring me more ):
anw, reached tampines and met deardear.
He was on time today :D
but in other words, i was late ):
took a bus to sengkang and then train to serangoon (:
quite a fast journey, faster then what i expected .
when we reached serangoon, we took the bus 315.
the bus interchange was veryvery quiet ._.
but its only 11+ iin the morning so cant expect much (:

we asked the bus driver auntie to signal us so that we know which stop to alight at (:
the auntie was a china lady, she was very helpful.
she has a china accent that is very deep, rather hard for us to understand what she's saying.
but she's the first china lady i met that is very friendly and helpful, instead of saying " wo bu zhi dao (i dont know )"
she tried to figure out the place we were talking about.

at first, after we alighted, we thought we were at the wrong place, coz there wasnt a petshop in sight ,
then i told baby to walk around, sure have.
and sure enough, we saw many :D
also got fish shop! HAHAHAHAH

anw, went Que Feng brought their bathing sand.
then went to petmart and brought the hamham and bedding (:
mushroom was given to me in a chicken mushroom box !
and thus his name, mushroom :D
he's a yellow blue pudding (:
and he only cost 15bucks :D

then we went to buy his foooood :D
weeeeeeeee !
the auntie at petmart very friendly (:
then we went back to serangoon, it started raining ):
and occasionally we checked on mushroom to make sure he's okays (:

baby said he'll send me home !
omg ><
cause got too many things to carry le, heavy ):
anw, we went to yishun and had eighteenchefs :D
then deardear sent me home (:
accompanied deardear to wait for the bus before going home and settling mushroom in his cage.
im gonna have a custom made 78cm long acrylic tank.
like that i can wash easier ._.

here are some pictures of mushroom and his parents :D






Hi, im mushroom :D



Can you find me ?



:D daddy & mommy xD

Dear 3/1 geog students,

Im not gonna post a post where i'll be discriminating you but instead i just want to explain myself.
firstly, whoever told you that information obviously wasnt listening well.
I said to teacher that its rather unfair that we do the presentation without the 3/1 pupils, because it'll seem like 3/2 is doing all the work.
let me explain, when i said this, my thought in mind was hoping that ms chiang would postpone the presentation to the next geog/SS lesson, because im alright with 3/2 doing the presentation, just that it would be better that if we gave you a chance to present, so that you wouldnt feel that it was us that did the work, you would also have a share.

Secondly, im not sure what that person said, or what you heard, but i definitely did not say that you are stupid, neither did i once look down on you.
Honestly, i find that 3/1 and 3/2 are equal, no first class, no second class.
so what if 3/2 had better results ?
3/1 would obtain the same result if they were to put in more effort.
Besides, i know how it feels to be called stupid, no im serious, i've been called stupid many times, and think about it,
In 3/1 i have friends in there, why would i be calling them stupid ?
and i gain nothing by calling you guys stupid.


Lastly,
this post isnt pointing to any person in particular.
im just trying to clear the tension, as i didnt have a chance to explain.
you should hear my side of the story before saying that i care about the marks.
no i dont not care about the marks, i just want teacher to postpone it.
im not those who worry about the slightest marks loss.
Maybe if after reading all these, you still find that i offended you in anyway or so,
be it my words or whatever,
then let me offer you my sincerest apology.
i would definitely like the ties between 3/1 and 3/2 to not be broken due to minor stuff like this.